Met the tailor today at 8am at the MRT station, had to carry the costumes to school and it was heavier than expected. And I think it was really poorly done. Mine is a bit too long for me but I have no time/money to send it for alteration. And it's apparent it was outsourced. The tailor herself can do a better job than that. I feel like I'm cheated of my money. Ahh well, at least now I don't have to worry about money issues anymore.

Presentation tomorrow, I hope everything goes well. I feel very sleepy but I shall resist the temptation to go to sleep. I still need to do tutorial and study for test which is on Friday. I'm gonna have 4 mid-terms and 2 lab sessions on Week 7, please let me get through this safely.

I did a good deed by donating 2 bucks today, and got a hand-made bookmark which I think was quite nicely done.

School is making me have slight gastric again, because I always get terribly hungry in the middle of a class, especially continuous lectures. And I have no break tomorrow, all the way from 11am to 6pm.

I NEED TO SHUT DOWN MY LAPTOP AND STUDY FOR MY TEST. Shall do my presentation stuff at night. Anyone thinks studying at night without the laptop is lonely?? Because there's this feeling that no one is accompanying you. If you're on MSN, even if no one talks to you, you can still feel their "presence", not ghostly presence, but I don't know how to explain further. Well if you get what I mean.

And I think we have to start selling our concert tickets soon. Sian. I barely managed to sell my 6 tickets last sem.

Meeting my Boon Shan they all for project tomorrow before lab, 8.30am OMG. And I still have to meet the tailor at 8am at the MRT station to collect our costumes. Why is the tailor bullying me sia, keep changing details. Can I give her less money tomorrow?? (｀Δ´) And stupid cardcard, lesson starts at 10 cannot come earlier and collect with me meh? Then I'll have 1 one pack to carry. This is exactly the Every man for himself mindset that I'm so pissed about. His costume is going into the smelly locker.

I realised I really don't have time for karate as much as I want to learn it, my mum keeps hinting at me to get a job zzz, asking me to go teach tuition. In case you haven't notice, the more you want me to, the more I won't, even if it's good money.

Now what I need to get done:

- CM2111 tutorial

- lab report

- brush up project

- Fan's "homework"

Shoot la.

Tomorrow I will finally be free of my money troubles, because it's finally time to pay for the costumes.

Presentation on Thurs, now I'm afraid I don't have time to be fully prepared.

His name in the drama is 景天. *fangirl*

If there's any HSJ fans reading this, I have this cardboard CD holder to give away, it's holographic, so if anyone wants can just get it from me. I got it when I bought Feb's Myojo, and I don't really need it since I don't fangirl HSJ as much now, so just wanted to give it away. I wanted to give it to either Killy or Miniii, since they're both HSJ fans, but if I just approached either one it would be unfair (＞_＜) so if either of you so happens to see this and get it from me then it's yours!

Sorry I'm lazy to go take pics because I kept it at my top cardboard, don't wanna climb up and down LOL but if you wana see pictures, I go take it then.

I wonder what is the point, when they make us do reports without even first teaching us the concept, and we have to read up, but don't really understand what we read. I'm just read and typing in what I read wholesale into my report, with a teeny weeny bit of understanding, of course.

I said before I didn't want to become a selfish person, so I have come to accept that I have to sacrifice my time to go and collect the costumes for everyone, and I shan't complain to anyone about it, I will keep it to myself. It's still not the correct spirit to adopt, but someday I will let it go, I hope. I believe doing good deeds will bring me somewhere, someday. I'll just leave the costumes in the locker to smell LOL. And once again I've accumulated karma by saying that.

By night time, productivity levels fall, I'm starting to slack already.

My lab partner from the previous sem informed me about the test slot registration today, thankfully, If not I wouldn't know LOL. And went home with my another lab partner today, Sarah, she stays in the east too, and she has 4 8am lessons this sem, poor thing. Mine was last sem so I know how it feels.

I was supposed to met Justin for dinner at Clarke Quay, but I overslept LOL. Right after the test slot registration on IVLE I plopped onto my bed and just slept.

Going out tomorrow to study, hopefully I manage to get things done. How long has it been since I last went out to study, somehow the feeling is sian. It's not even halfway through the sem and we have to start mugging already. Is this what uni life is about? Maybe it is. Well, I guess those from the School of Medicine have it harder than us, so we really shouldn't complain.

Gonna start on my lab report.

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Sometimes you have no idea whether someone is telling the truth or not, because they lied so many times, you won't believe a thing they said. Your grades are still lousy even though you sound busy. Too bad. Oh my it rhymes.

School is sian with all the test and quizzes approaching, you can literally see the cloud of gloom over your head. Can I just give up tomorrow's quiz?? I doubt I'll know how to do a single question. Serve me right for ponning lectures. You don't know how sian 8am lessons are, especially with band practice the night before and you have to rush home after practice because it's late and you have early lessons the next day.

I can tell whether or not I will interact well with a person just from the first meeting. Strange but so far it holds true, like how I didn't talk much on the way home with Yi Huang today. Fortunately there was still Rickson's friend to keep her occupied along the way, if not the awkward silences would have killed me. And this is precisely the reason why I don't have much friends.

I don't get along with bitches aka those who look bitchy or behave like one. I don't want to get along with weird guys, aka the one who's always bothering Sharon. I feel like slapping him. I don't get along with girls with high pithced voices, so far I haven't met anyone like that, but those from the Taiwanese shows always manage to piss me off. And I don't get along with those having a fake accent, like the girl in my IT1003 tutorial doing presentation today. I'm not sure if it's real or fake, but it made me went "dots" inside my head. I just feel like di siao-ing these kind of people.

I get along with people who can take jokes, aka those like Zhenghong because I always tell him he's not shuai and he doesn't seem to care, and Xnyu and Boon Shan all those. I get along with those on the same frequency with me aka Dannis because I think he's always lost in the middle of the piece during practice, same as me.

I respect people who put in hard work and deserve the results they got, like Yuting who always does well in studies. I respect those who dare to go against the flow, like Kazaf for cutting hair so short people always mistake her for a guy when she's in the female toilet.

I despise those who are fake and try to attract attention.

And I think I have a lot of flaws myself, one of it being I critisize WAYYYYY too much.

Back from SMU MIC production 十间！ As usual, yours sincerely is looking out for the guys more than paying attention to what's going on. LOL What do you expect. But sad there wasn't a lot of nice looking ones. The tall one is not good-looking, and the good-looking ones are not very tall.

Now Ruobing knows my taste as well.

I feel lazy to do work.