ｓｈｉｒ０ｉ　ブログ http://ameblo.jp/shir0i/ まだ未完成未来は誰かが知る？ 囁いて口付けて　月明かり僕の反映　｜ 掛ける満月に　狂おしく笑い鳴き　｜ 何度も　切り続く冷たい遺体　｜ 夜明けまで　この痒さが満たすまで ja Thanksgiving 忘れきれずか忘れられないか。
君書いたこと見ると君取った写真見ると
全部忘れようとしたことを
思い出した。

幾ら年取ったも・・・
幾ら時間過ごしても・・・
人を愛し過ぎることは
こういうことなんだろうね。

]]> http://ameblo.jp/shir0i/entry-10724385838.html Thu, 02 Dec 2010 08:51:34 +0900 <![CDATA[PR: ブルーレイ、使いやすさで選んでますか？]]> http://rss.rssad.jp/rss/ad/ljnA7ZuqVfls/7faHmr7gsC6t?type=2   ソニーのブルーレイは、パッと使えてカンタン！篠原さんの体験動画もチェック！ ]]> Thu, 02 Dec 2010 08:51:34 +0900 どうして人は過去に追ってしまうの・・・どうして人は忘れられないものがあるの

How much more will I have to lose, before my heart is forgiven?
How many more pain will I have to suffer, to meet you once again?
One more time, oh seasons, don't disappear
One more time, the time when we were messing around

Whenever we argued, I would always give in first right?
Your selfish nature made me love you even more
One more chance, the memories stopped my legs
One more chance, I cannot choose my next destination

I'm always searching, for your figure to appear somewhere
On the opposite platform, in the windows along the lane
Even though I know you couldn't be at such a place
If my wish were to come true, I would be at your side right away
There would be nothing I couldn't do
I would put everything on the risk and hold you tight, I'll show you.

If I just wanted to distract my loneliness, anybody would have been enough.
The stars seems like it will fall in the night which is why i can't lie to myself.
One more time, oh seasons, don't disappear
One more time, the time when we were messing around

I'm always searching, for your figure to appear somewhere
Even when I'm crossing a street, Even in the midst of my dreams
Even though I know you couldn't be at a place like this!
If a miracle were to happen, I would want to show you immediately
A new morning, who I'll be from now on
And the words i never said called: "I Love You"

The memories of summer are revolving
The throbbing which suddenly disappeared

I'm always searching, for your figure to appear somewhere
At dawn on the streets, at Sakuragi-cho
Even though I know you couldn't be at a place like this!
If my wish were to come true, I would return to your side right away
There would be nothing I couldn't do
I would risk everything and hold you tight I'll show you!

I'm always searching, for fragments of you to appear somewhere
At a traveller's store, in the corner of newspaper,
Even though I know you couldn't be at a place like this!
If a miracle were to happen, I would want to show you immediately
A new morning, who I'll be from now on
And the words I never said called: "I Love You."

I always end up looking for your smile, to appear somewhere
At the railroad crossing, waiting for the express to pass
Even though I know you couldn't be at such a place
If our lives could be restarted,
No matter how many times it will be I will go back to you
What I would wanted then would then be nothing
The Things Other Then You! ]]> http://ameblo.jp/shir0i/entry-10610922340.html Thu, 05 Aug 2010 18:06:16 +0900 I was bored. http://www.mandarintools.com/cgi-bin/charlook.pl?searchmode=standard&printtype=utf8&chartype=all&ordering=frequency&display=char&display=radstroke&display=strokes&display=pinyin&display=english&display=variants&display=unicode&english=&pinyin=&cantonese=&enctype=utf8&whatchar=%E5%8D%A2%E4%BB%B2%E5%A8%81&searchchar=Search+by+Character&lowerb=&upperb= ]]> http://ameblo.jp/shir0i/entry-10479176556.html Thu, 11 Mar 2010 17:32:38 +0900 weird
feeling the natural reaction to say kamsahamida to the waitress when she puts down the plate... feeling strange that the sun is so sunny and bright at 7:30pm... feeling strange that the Nicoll Highway MRT is up...

i am a traveler. so detached, so void of feelings, so empty sometimes. sad... this was just like how i felt when i came back from Japan... in 2007.

i'm still not used to how this HDB flat is so quiet at night... the hot and humid air... the different strength of the shower spray at home. 6 months in Seoul... have i gotten so used and attached to it?

24 years in Singapore
4 months in Tokyo
6 months in Seoul

where else next? how do I go from here... only the unknown waits... ]]> http://ameblo.jp/shir0i/entry-10457553397.html Sat, 13 Feb 2010 02:09:18 +0900 歌を僕に詩興を・・・ 小鳥の視線を手に入られるのだろう ]]> http://ameblo.jp/shir0i/entry-10456163785.html Thu, 11 Feb 2010 14:16:51 +0900 UNIQLO Japan 何で何で？僕にとって、日本は一体なんのもの？

ｓｈｉｒ０ｉ　ブログ

日本で就職する、クラスすることは、一体何のものか？夢なのか。憧れるものなのか。得ないものだから欲しがるなのか。もしそこで生活始めたなら、ずっと行き続けられるか？

無駄な質問ばっかり。答えない質問ばっかり。あの時彼が素直に言ったことばは、俺はちゃんと叶えられるだろうか。



って何より・・・なんでこのメールもらって、がっかりや失望や残念や悔しい感情を感じてるだろうか。ここ、韓国にいることが・・・足りないだろうか。若しも一年間待ったら、絶対日本へ行く熱心が持って来たら、今の僕はどんな僕だろうか・・・




行きたい。”行きたかったら行け”だっと言われてほしい・・・
]]> http://ameblo.jp/shir0i/entry-10439976428.html Fri, 22 Jan 2010 08:35:16 +0900 Supercell～君が知らない物語 まだこの歌が好きになっちゃって・・・
これは３番目かな～


やっぱり２００９年の新曲だなあぁ ]]> http://ameblo.jp/shir0i/entry-10433283821.html Wed, 13 Jan 2010 13:14:52 +0900 Kana Nishino - Dear...

@5:42:
”二人一緒なら この先も
どんなことでも乗り越えられるよ” ]]> http://ameblo.jp/shir0i/entry-10427114991.html Tue, 05 Jan 2010 09:15:00 +0900 outstanding issues - Be more productive at work (communicate more, learn more, contribute more, be more involved in Mabinogi Heroes)
- Make more friends (colleagues/Korean-interest clubs/SG ppl)
- Pick up Korean language classes again!!!
- Read Korean comics/picture books
- Read Japanese manga
- Watch Iris (Korean dramas)
- Furnish house (furniture - bed/study desk/chairs)
- Laptop (gaming/macbook)
- Be more financially independent (backup savings to tide over delayed EDB disbursement)
- Prepare souvenirs for CNY 2010 ㅠ.ㅠ
- Master snowboarding
- Travel more! (Japan/China/Russia/N. Korea) ]]> http://ameblo.jp/shir0i/entry-10427099213.html Tue, 05 Jan 2010 08:28:07 +0900 keeping in touch
now I am feeling the consequences and reality. it is really hard to keep in touch. facebook and msn are the best tools that I have. and i only have them from 8-5pm korean time, 7-4 SGT.

you may think, why? i can put in more time. yes... i can.

the occasional phone call, the VOIP line that I got at my new place (reminds me of all the problems setting up Gangnam cable, looking for new place, moving into new place, tearing down Gangnam cable, setting up Kwanak cable, and finally getting internet/VOIP at my new place), is the next best thing i have. even then its not enough. I can do more?!?!

with 8-5 work, all that i want to do after work (6~7pm) is NOT to see any computers anymore. no more internet, no more facebook - just hit the shopping center, movie theatre, and destress. and work... makes me feel so left out, so outcast. i'm feel like a bangla in Singapore. no wonder I have an alien (foreigner) card. zzz. i play hard and harder outside work - to distract myself from the unpleasant stuff thats happening to work. and thats the stuff i fb, the stuff that ppl think i'm so happy and totally enjoying myself over here.

so i feel distant from SG ppl, and how do I say? where do i start to describe my feelings? its so hard to start, so many little things to say, and its harder to understand.

even with using facebook, its not like, i can/should force my friends who are not active on fb to become active. and then this fb, this communication method has really gone haywire recently, in an issue that i wish would just blow away. ]]> http://ameblo.jp/shir0i/entry-10408586732.html Fri, 11 Dec 2009 12:45:05 +0900