watermelon～　ﾍ(ﾟ∀ﾟ*)ﾉ http://ameblo.jp/miss-estherbelle/ ☆『西瓜の世界』☆ ja MATSUDA SATOSHI ! I was watching Oniyome Nikki 2 ii yu da na and I saw Matsuda Satoshi in a bit role in one of the episodes!!

omg Omg  OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!

Matsuda Satoshi leh!!!!!!!!

MY AKIYAMA REN FROM KAMEN RIDER RYUKI!!!!!!!!!!!!

His real voice is so wen rou and so super nice!!

The Kids Central dubbed voice was so er xin!! EEEK!!!

But that didn't stop me from going mad over him!!

I had a super big crush on him and Suga Takamasa in P6 lor!!!!!!!

And I'm still damn depressed over not being able to buy the Kamen Rider Ryuki vcd hor.

I am so so so so so buying it during the holidays. I'm going crazy over not having it..

I still haven't bought Kamen Rider Blade's vcd yet!! I wanted to buy it since like a thousand years ago, I'd better buy it soon, damn scared they'll stop selling it. I wonder if it'll be nice.

You know what??

IT WILL!! Because ALL of the Kamen Rider series are interesting!! YAY!!

Kamen Rider 555 is still the best though!! BECAUSE MASA SAMA AND HANDA KENTO ARE IN IT!!!!!!!!

By the way Masa sama's blog link is on the side bar of my blog!! It's under 'Favourites'!! I'm a reader of his blog!! And I have no idea how to link people unless they use ameblo too so don't ask me to link you.

UAAAAAAAA HANDA KENTO, MASAYUKI IZUMI, SATOSHI MATSUDA AND SUGA TAKAMASA <33333

And my Fujita Rei (555) is damn cute too <33333

But Princess Princess D was so damn boring lor, why has he fallen to such a state!!

hmmmm better than Handa Kento, at least he was in a leading role. Handa Kento only gets to act as extras now. BAHHHHH.

Have no idea what Kohei Murakami (555) is doing now leh. Seems to be acting in some drama serial but all his drama serial vcds don't sell in Singapore zzzzz.

MASA SAMA'S LIAR'S GAME MUST COME OUT WITH VCD//DVD!!!!!!!! Or I'm going to be so depressed.

I'm depressed enough over my beloved Ayano Go's (555) movie not showing in Singapore.

Ha ha I am blabbing so much over Kamen Rider!! =/

Can't help it!!

KAMEN RIDER <333333333

By the way Oniyome originates from a real life blog: http://ameblo.jp/yugure

Ameblo <33333

]]> http://ameblo.jp/miss-estherbelle/entry-10047336209.html Sun, 16 Sep 2007 04:49:41 +0900 mother's boyfriends

hmm everything I've written about my mother's 'boyfriends' was written on impulse and actually I have no idea whether she really has/had a boyfriend or not, I was merely making assumptions.


My apologies.

]]> http://ameblo.jp/miss-estherbelle/entry-10046408225.html Sat, 08 Sep 2007 21:19:15 +0900 I have a cretin for a mother.

Firstly, she confiscated my computer.


So, I started to use my handphone more often.


Secondly, seeing that I'm using my handphone more often, she's going to confiscate it too.


wtf.


Thirdly, I am banned from going out.


Okay I think I ought to be banned from my computer and going out because my exams are coming. But my handphone!!!!!


&*!%^!#$!^*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Last but not least, we are moving again in November.


wtfffffffffffffffffffff.


WE'VE MOVED HOUSE LIKE 3 FREAKING TIMES IN 3 FREAKING YEARS WHY THE HELL ARE WE MOVING AGAIN???!!!!!!!!


Oh.


I know.


We're moving to her boyfriend's house. ﾍ(ﾟ∀ﾟ*)ﾉ


And we just unpacked everything 2 or 3 months ago because her ex boyfriend was coming to visit and she wanted to show him a nice house.


SO WHAT'S THE POINT OF UNPACKING EVERYTHING IF SHE WAS GOING TO BREAK UP WITH HIM SOON AND MAKE US MOVE AGAIN IN LESS THAN HALF A YEAR?!


And why must we move just because she has a boyfriend?! She's only been with him for like 4 freaking months?! I don't care how stable his life is, how rich he is, what a good Christian he is and how great he is.


Whatever.


I only know he is ruining my life.


I hate moving house.


Not only is it tiring, I feel sad whenever I move house.


The trees have just flowered. I've only seen them flower once, I want to see them flower again.


I'm going to miss the popiah.


I'm going to miss the hairdresser downstairs.


Yea I know these places hold no sentimental value towards her because she's too busy to notice anything.


But what about my sister and I?


Everytime we finally settle down, we have to move again.


Is it that embarassing to live in Balestier?


Why do we have to be so high class?


Why do we have to move just because she has a boyfriend?


Why do I have to change my mannerisms and why do I have to care about who I mix with just because he has a reputation to upkeep? 


People look down on us, then let them look down on us lah?


Isn't it enough that we ourselves know we are good and righteous?


Yea but she deserves to be looked down on because she herself looks down on people. PUI. Retribution.


I don't understand what's wrong with being so called low class.


I understand that education is important.


But that doesn't mean that people from lower education backgrounds are not worthy to be my friends.


I will not condescend to their level, but that's not because I look down on them, but because there's nothing to stoop down to.


All humans are equal, personality wise


I don't understand her.


Cretin.

]]> http://ameblo.jp/miss-estherbelle/entry-10046162405.html Thu, 06 Sep 2007 21:40:20 +0900 heeheehee

I  hate this url I hate this url I hate this url I hate this url I hate this url


It's refraining me from blogging!!


'miss-estherbelle' sounds so gross!!!!


I cringe everytime I think of it.


zzzzzzzzz.


Waiting for a nice date before I change it.


Maybe 11th September??


But I don't like the thought of people dying.


Sigh.


Anyway. Today I have 3 things to say.


1) No I don't live alone and yes I have a mother.

2) I'm still super quiet.

3) All non humans love me!!


I'm sure that all non humans love me!! Today I waved at my food and it looked so happy.


I waved at my mango juice. It was yellow and yellow is a happy colour. SEE!!! I have proof that it's happy when I wave to it.


I waved at the moon. It turned red (there was a solar eclipse today!!). Red like watermelon!! See it loves me too (^_^)v


With my bibi (^з^)-☆Chu!!

]]> http://ameblo.jp/miss-estherbelle/entry-10045062756.html Wed, 29 Aug 2007 00:19:45 +0900 I hate myself

I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself


I hate my un sociable ness.


And I hate my quietness the most.


And hating myself makes me even more quiet.


So from 350 words a day I speak like 200 now?


I hate being quiet.


God save me.


God help me with my studies.


God save me.


Please God, I don't want to be so quiet.


God... why?

]]> http://ameblo.jp/miss-estherbelle/entry-10043936220.html Sun, 19 Aug 2007 17:17:22 +0900 Image transitions!!

Fringe cover eye look and light make up!!

Different parting and even lighter make up!!

Cut my fringe and light make up!!

With spectacles and medium make up!!

I think I'll stick to light make up for some time... Don't know why but I have a crazy urge to be feminine bleh.

]]> http://ameblo.jp/miss-estherbelle/entry-10043926911.html Sun, 19 Aug 2007 15:28:06 +0900 AKI HAS A BLOG // tagged

ATTENTION ! ! ! ! !


AKI KI KI KI KI NOW HAS A BLOG ! !


http://alienaki.blogspot.com


hehe


о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆


List out the top 5 presents you wish for:
- satellite(s) to grant me wish(es)
- talk more
- be good looking
- be more mature
- snails to have pink shells?? ahaha


Answer the following questions:- The person who tagged you is: Aki ki ki ki ki and Shinn


Your relationship with him/her is
Ans: Friend(s)


Your 5 impressions of him/her
Ans:

Aki - Funny, chaojiwudi nice, good looking (pretty with make up, handsome without), way above me, has one single eyelid and one double eyelid


Shinn: Handsome, funny, chaojiwudi nice, way above me, has diarrhorea when you poke his belly button


The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Ans:

Aki - calling Candy 'honeydew' because I'm watermelon, thus starting the fruit kias (°∀°)b


Shinn - giving me banana milk the first or second time we met?? ahah (＞＜;)


The most memorable words he/she had said to you
Ans:

Aki - "I'm Aki desu!"


Shinn - "Poke belly button will laosai!!"


If he/she becomes your lover, you will
Ans:

Aki - Ask him to start putting on eyeliner again


Shinn - Ask for his real name ahaha


If he/she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be
Ans:

Aki - Be himself


Shinn - Be himself


If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
Ans:

Aki - Cry and wish him luck


Shinn - Cry and wish him luck


If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
Ans:

Aki - I'm horrible.


Shinn - I'm horrible.


The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is
Ans:

Aki - Give him birthday present ahaha


Shinn - Wish him good luck with whoever he likes


Your overall impression of him/her is
Ans:

Aki - Great ~ ! ! !


Shinn - Great ~ ! ! !


How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Ans: I guess if you don't know me you will think I'm very emo cause I'm so quiet... If you know me, either you will take to my childishness and find it cute or tell me to shut up and go and die. (TωT) But I'll still be very quiet.


The characteristic (s) you love of yourself is /are
Ans: Being optimistic most of the time!!


On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are
Ans: Being overly childish, being quiet and not being able to be close to most people


The most ideal person you want to be is
Ans: Kisaki sama ahaha


For people that care and like you, say something to them:
I appreciate all of you a lot!! *squishes eyes together*


Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:

1) Yujun

2) Candy

3) Weining

4) Jiawei

5) Enqi??

6) Aki (tag back haha)


I don't know who else comes to my blog (>_<)

]]> http://ameblo.jp/miss-estherbelle/entry-10043926091.html Sun, 19 Aug 2007 14:47:33 +0900 good mood.

eeeeeeeee!!!!!!


My previous post!!!!!!!!!!


EEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


SO GROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I don't know what got into me, my reasons to be emo are really lame and not worth being depressed about (￣_￣ i)


okay maybe it was because I was feeling quite bothered by my mother's actions. But I think she wasn't all that bad on saturday, yes, she was offending, but at least it wasn't an act of haranguing. (^_^;)


Today I want to blog about my satellite!!!!


You know that the brightest star in the sky is a satellite right?? Well I didn't know until recently.


THE SATELLITE BETRAYED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I've been wishing upon it for 13 plus years and it didn't tell me it's not a star!!


I thought we were friends and should tell each other everything (TωT)


Never mind that. I forgived it.


But then!!!


IT STILL HASN'T GRANTED ME ANY WISH!!!!!!!!!


boohoohoo.


I'm so loyal to it but it treats me so badly 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡


Never mind.


It's still damn cute.


I forgive it. о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆


Today, the clouds in the morning sky were crimson, then a gentle orange, then finally turned white.


SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ﾍ(ﾟ∀ﾟ*)ﾉ


Maybe I should start wishing upon clouds?? They're slightly cuter than satellites (^O^)あせる


I don't want to kill her anymore.


I just hope she gets more pimples and blackheads.


I also hope she gets flu and sore throat 5 times in a row.


('-^*)/

]]> http://ameblo.jp/miss-estherbelle/entry-10043226659.html Mon, 13 Aug 2007 16:49:15 +0900 updating. 8th August.

Cut my hair. But can't upload pictures cause computer is confiscated.

9th August.

No national day spirit at all. Had maths tuition as per normal. Heard mum and relatives mocking at my 'rebelliousness'. They thought I was sleeping.

10th August.

Tingxie day.

11th August.

Went out as usual. Found out that flash makes my nose look nicer. Felt like killing them throughout the entire day.

12th August.

If I sound depressed, it is because I am.

Kill her.

Kill her.

Kill her.

Kill her.

Kill her.

No, I am not talking about my mother.

Kill her.

Kill her.

Kill her.

Kill her.

Kill her.

Kill him as well.

Kill them all.

I trudged wearfully along the dirty gravel road trying to be as inconspicuous as possible. A sense of doom loomed in my stomach. My life... so small. Nobody hears my emptiness. Nobody.

Yes I know I'm not making sense I'm just very upset right now.

]]> http://ameblo.jp/miss-estherbelle/entry-10043163969.html Mon, 13 Aug 2007 00:25:50 +0900 attempting to update.

Dear all,


I sincerely wish to update this blog but ameblo is laggingggggggg.


I also have a physics test to study for. I don't want to fail it. I don't want to fail my tests anymore. I'm going to work hard!! YOOSH!! γ(▽´ )ﾂヾ( ｀▽)ゞ


http://fistofsorr0w.blogspot.com <--- In the mean time you all can go and read Shinn's blog にひひ


I'm going to study now... WATERMELON JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!


hrmph I hate physics.


('-^*)/

]]> http://ameblo.jp/miss-estherbelle/entry-10041746813.html Wed, 01 Aug 2007 00:30:41 +0900