小林麻央オフィシャルブログ「KOKORO.」Powered by Ameba https://ameblo.jp/maokobayashi0721/ 小林麻央オフィシャルブログ「KOKORO.」Powered by Ameba ja Only for those who are interested to read (originally posted on 2017-01-13 | 12:09:24) This blog may make you upset, so please read only if you are interested. It is only for Amember. Unauthorized copying prohibited. I got a very depressing news yesterday. Some cases of skin metastasis were found with the breast.In addition, there’s a tumor on the abdomen, which might have a risk to lead the same. I started another radiotherapy on bones the day before yesterday, which caused severe pains. Because of that, I was very stressed out already. Then, now another shocking reality has hit me. “How long have I got left?” I asked my doctor for the first time since I was diagnosed with cancer. The doctor said:“If the systemic therapy works well, you’ll be alive.Do not worry 続きをみる

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]]> https://ameblo.jp/maokobayashi0721/entry-12332628434.html Fri, 01 Dec 2017 19:21:00 +0900 Can’t wait to see her (originally posted on 2017-01-13 | 11:45:41) Hope you are having a good morning. I am listening to music today. It’s a music that is recognized as an effective form of therapy. It’s said that its sound frequencies and rhythm treat physical ailments well.Wake up 🎶 my cells続きをみる

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]]> https://ameblo.jp/maokobayashi0721/entry-12332379717.html Thu, 30 Nov 2017 19:21:00 +0900 Everlasting Love (originally posted on 2017-01-11 | 23:25:14) I slipped off to sleep and found this little note on my pillow when I woke up. It doesn’t mean much, but I am touched. We can now easily communicate on mobile for any small matters. I am coming at xx!Can you bring me xx?Sure!Sorry, I am running late. But some time ago, it was not as smooth as nowadays. Is she coming?Is he still at work?They may not be able to make it today?Are they in troubles? I guess people staying at a hospital, back then, might feel anxiety while waitin続きをみる

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]]> https://ameblo.jp/maokobayashi0721/entry-12332378914.html Wed, 29 Nov 2017 19:21:00 +0900 Thank you very much. (originally posted on 2017-01-10 | 23:16:43) I slept on and off, and so I didn’t have a chance to write a blog until now. Thank you all for watching the documentary program last night. I have no regret.This is where I am now. And I am glad that I was able to keep a record of how I was. I know it is a bit too early. But I tried to picture of ourselves in “2017”. I was in the hospital last spring. So I would like to go see cherry blossoms with my family together. Tree-planting might be a bit too much to続きをみる

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]]> https://ameblo.jp/maokobayashi0721/entry-12330267980.html Mon, 27 Nov 2017 19:21:00 +0900 To eat (originally posted on 2017-01-09 | 18:19:50) My favorite Kashimaya’s Sake Chazuke is back! Today, my mother kindly brought me some organic filed mustard, sprouts, and a peanut tofu. I am having a hard time “eating”, for the first time in my life. No matter what happened, I was always confident in “eating”,so I now learned that people sometimes need to make an effort to eat… A friend of mine c続きをみる

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]]> https://ameblo.jp/maokobayashi0721/entry-12330266791.html Sun, 26 Nov 2017 19:21:00 +0900 Tonight 10pm (originally posted on 2017-01-09 | 12:44:56) The documentary, “I am Ichikawa Ebizo” airs on Nihon 続きをみる

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]]> https://ameblo.jp/maokobayashi0721/entry-12330266360.html Sat, 25 Nov 2017 19:21:00 +0900 Thank you so much. (originally posted on 2017-01-08 | 18:08:39) Your messages helped to soften my feelings. Now I feel okay and am calmly lying down. I am always inspired by your words as I see so many dramas 続きをみる

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]]> https://ameblo.jp/maokobayashi0721/entry-12330265265.html Fri, 24 Nov 2017 19:21:00 +0900 Self-Talk at Sleepless Night (originally posted on 2017-01-07 | 23:26:07) The gift from my boy was an orange roll cake.Let’s keep it by my pillow. Because my families worried about me, they gave me some suggestions regarding my appetite and pain. But I said:“I am the one who knows about my body well. Nobody but me.” They just kindly responded:“Yeah, of course!” Now, I am here alone in my room. I feel kind of guilty and empty about saying such things. It must be sad for them to hear…I am sorry. “It’s hard, it’s painful, I’m tired”Those words often come out of my mouth to my family. Patients may be allowed to be negative sometimes. But their family mi続きをみる

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]]> https://ameblo.jp/maokobayashi0721/entry-12330263703.html Thu, 23 Nov 2017 19:21:00 +0900 Inside of The Candy (originally posted on 2017-01-06 | 21:08:50) Just right now!I was just curious about the inside of the candy… I got tempted to open it…And I did so. It’s a tissue paper. But, my curiosity encouraged me to check it further. 続きをみる

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]]> https://ameblo.jp/maokobayashi0721/entry-12330262508.html Wed, 22 Nov 2017 19:21:00 +0900 Something to look forward to tomorrow (originally posted on 2017-01-06 | 20:40:08) My son is now into arts and crafts since his recent work of candies. He is going to give me some yummy goodies tomorrow. Maybe it’s a roll cake that his sister was helpin続きをみる

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