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Tears or Water?

Thu, 18 Mar 2010 23:35:58 +0900

i wish i could stay in the bathroom and never come out, coz inside, i wouldnt know if it is tears or water rolling down my cheek...

updates

Tue, 16 Mar 2010 15:49:41 +0900

1st up~ SJCC camp~~~ it was a total fun camp! XD (except for the PT(｡-人-｡) ) it was a 4d3n camp. so LOOOOOOTSSSS of thing happen til i duno/got too lazy to blog them up. shall juz remain in our memories~ HAHAHA!!!!

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Wet out with Beatrice ytd~ going out with her is definitely FUN FUN FUN!!!! XD maybe we hav lots of common interest and topics to tok about bah. hee~ but THEN!!! i think we shud juz stick to going out tgth maximum Twice every year...=.= coz we really SPAM...(・_・;) she's easily tempted, and im easily tempted...=.= if either of us ask for opinion to do/buy sth...the other one will be tempted to do/buy...although we kept saying no...=.= that is how we got our bracelet with our names on...WTS

lets see...we planned to meet up to discuss our cosplay...but ended up going to town eat...thn ended up shopping...and going kino...where we go buy manga(damit! she tempt me to buy, now i hav 5NEW UNOPEN mangas to read...=.=) thn after that we went to take purika~~~ heehee~ went to the wat anime fair thing to go take a look...and i got tempted to do those keychains where u can put ur names one..though she didnt wan, but end up we both did the hand accessory one...OTL then went to hougang mall toplay arcade...HAHHA, took away her virginity of DM LOL!!! (wtf)

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and i tink im getting lazy to do tings~ lik updating my D/A account and doing my portfolio...T^T

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this was supposed to be blogged ytd~ but due to the sucky connection, i went to bed instead...=.=
yes FUCK, i wanna watch Alice in the Wonderland, but EVERYONE has watched it!! FML!!! im GOING TO WATCH IT NO MATTER WHAT!! (but i duwan to go alone...(_ _。).....)

Random

Tue, 09 Mar 2010 02:50:18 +0900

Had our SP2 shocase today at 5pm. At 12pm, had a class gathering, mr Eugene treated us to a nonya cafe and eat the peranakan food. not bad leh...hahah! thn the class separated, =.=. Me, Zhiying Alfred, Cheryl, Yuwei went shopping. Alfred shopped for formal clothes and bought sth he liked iguess? haha. while we were in the Gift a Name shop, saw this black doggie plushie...feel like buying, so juz paid for it. haha. i didnt want to buy a plushie at all, but all of a sudden, juz feel like buying, so i paid $16.90 for it. Hmm...shall think of a name for it...call it Xiao hei bah.(and its really BLACK!) since the previous one was Xiaobai. (^∇^)

lalala~ went back for the showcase thing. my mum and di came, was happy. haha. at least i got to show my mum my work...usually she wun attend any thing like this, so was quite happy. though her presence also means that i canot spend time with my friends. but wells~ its ok. XD im still happy. XD

and yes!! have new cosplay plans, and have motivation for new cosplays. LOL! almost wanted to stop cosplaying already...=.=yes, i wan to have a new start! XD
---> taken by yuwei

--->yuwei playing with my hp

----> say Hi xiao hei!

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End of SP2

Mon, 08 Mar 2010 01:21:26 +0900

Finnaly Sp2 ended,and its the 2nd day of my holiday! XD and im already feel weird nt having anything to do..=.=

1st time i really work hard for my work. it feels great. but i know i could have done better.And i learnt some stuff too. Most importantly, NOT TO BE LAZY!!! when doing animation(or anything), have to really do everythg at one go instead of having this 'shall add on later' thought, which i did for my this SP2...=.="

and teamwork was...._l_ fine~ shall nt tok bout it. but its nt about the grpmates being nt good..haha.

now's the 2nd day, and im alrdy feeling weird...coz it feels like im wasting time...shud hav go work or something. =.= but wells~ coz of SP2, i couldnt go down for interview for IT fair. wells~~~ so i decided to buck up my drawing skills this holiday. x.x hope can produce some result..

was really fun though it was stresful. ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ and thankz loads to Alfred and Zhiying, whomotivate me GREATLY. like that friday, i stayed in sku was nt becoz i wanted to do work(partly) but its becoz they were staying, and i noe staying would do me good, since at home i cant focus much. =D and having them around is much more fun. XD

and my groupmate, also from my clique. Apaca! thkz yea? though we kept quarreling, but its also bcoz of u, i got the stress, coz canot pull u down...(though i think i did) but i tried nt to liao lah, and the presentation, nobody wanted it that way, dun get fen nu anymore yea? fen nu de cao ni ma~~ qian wan bie peng ta~~ =D

thkz guys!!!

have lots of stuffs to post, but cant rmb...3WEEKS leh!! LOL. and there's also things that made me utterly disappointed too. but not gonna post it up. can onli see my vulgarities up there. XD yea, "FUCK OFF"

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Wed, 03 Mar 2010 01:18:06 +0900

i WISH u could FUCK OFF from my life, but i noe i cant do it...

........................................................................&(%&^$%^)&(*@()!&*_#&!@(*^*(%!@^T&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cao ni ma song is not even enuf to express my feelings NOW =.=

lets juz wish ONE DAY i can fuck this off from my life...=.=

Fuck You

Wed, 03 Mar 2010 01:12:48 +0900

Fuck You!!
u and ur fucking life,
u and ur fucking attitude
u and ur fucking self
u and ur fucking Things
u and ur fucking thoughts
just Fuck You lah!!
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=.=""" weird feeling~~~~

unsure

Mon, 01 Mar 2010 01:33:13 +0900

it sucks when im unsure of myself. and when i wan to say out but i cant. things are better be kept to urself. if u cant even keep it to urself, how can u expect others to keep it for u? don't u find it irony?

Arigato Okaaaaaaasan XD

Wed, 24 Feb 2010 05:56:41 +0900

Having Sp2, yingjia woke up late for her class today, so she came nyp and we had lunch tgth. after that she went to cj's house.

At night, she and cj came to amk to eat, and helped me da bao mos burger...x.x woah~ thankz alot...had been eating sku food till im so scared, and at that time, only MacDonald is left open...=.=" haha. and is they treat me...coz they duwan to collect the money...=.=

cj sent me home too~ lol.

Treasure

Mon, 22 Feb 2010 02:50:44 +0900

"Treasure"

i seemed to have forgotten how to 'treasure' the things and everything around me...but i can't seem to learn to treasure now either..what's wrong...?.

dun wan to clb CNY

Wed, 10 Feb 2010 00:08:10 +0900

nth much~ i juz feel like posting~ there's a new application for ameba bloggers...haven got the chance to try it yet...and photos are piling...but think i can onli post them after my SP2...

sigh, new year no new year mood. no new clothes, no time to trim my brows. so wtf. im aiming to finish all my work by tmr aftnn, so that i can go out on thursday...which i think its nt possible..=.=

but i doubt there's anyone free either...*sigh*