You know, I hate it when I hear people quarrel. Especially between family members.

Why can't people just sit down and talk things softly?

Must they start raising their voices until the whole house can hear them?

Sometimes, I just feel like escaping things like this.

I really don't like it any bit. And I can't interfer at all.

I really wish sometimes, I have super powers, I can let things to go the way I want it to be,

make people behave like how I want them to be. Because I really don't like disputes, fights, misery and war.

Thank you keita for updating your blog!

At least there's something to keep my happy.

It's so sweet !!

Thank you for performing for us Keita.

And we need to thank Ryohei and Ryuichi for being there too.

Without anyone of you, there won't be w-inds.

I don't know how much I'll miss out if there's no w-inds.

and I don't know what will become of me if there's no w-inds.

They are the ones who have gone through sadness and happiness since the days

I learnt about them and listen to their music.

Keita's voice was the one who was 'with' me whenever I cried silently in my room at night.

Everytime I listen to their songs esp [TRIAL], a whole new power came to me.

It given me strength and hope, telling me to look forward in live, and to believe in my dreams, in myself.

Words can't describe my feelings for them.

I guess, all I have to do is to continue to support them.

I know its a bit late, but since Keita mentioned it,

Happy 8th Anniversary to w-inds. !!

I had 2 dreams this morning. 1 of Jonas Brothers the other of a very weird dream.

I dreamt that I was an ancient Egyptian queen, who was blessed by the sun god and moon god. In that dream, I was being 'awaken' by the people who loved the queen very much. And they had this ritual, where the queen will do whatever the person say if the salt the person threw at the queen was the one the queen choosen. And guess what? The person whom the 'Queen' AKA Me choose, was my Mum.

Bizzard isn't it !!!!??? I still find this dream very strange and weird and a little freaky.

So, I've decided to share it with everyone.

Words can't describe my love for them.

Because, I now realised how much I miss him !!!

There are just so many things recently to keep up and w-inds. was appearing everywhere.

It was impossible for me to keep up. And I have no seen a good, recent, decent photo of

Keita. Now, with this photo..I realised how much I missed him !!!

I seriously should take some time after my exams in May to catching up with w-inds. activities. I'm thinking of rewatching their lives and Best Works.

But, it'll all have to wait till I finished my exams on 21st May 2009.

Wish me luck everyone.

And, good luck to w-inds. for the fan club event - The Premium.

I wished I was there..

Look at the list of goods~~~!! I want !!!!!!!!

I knew it! I can't blog in time within Keita's birthday. Luckily I blogged last night.

Now, its 17 December, which is Ryuichi's birthday !!!

Happy 23rd Birthday Ryuichi !!

May all of your wishes come true!

Stay healthy and happy always !!

Stay close to your style always!!

Went out with Denise, who is another Keita fan and a friend of mine whom I met online to celebrate this special day.

Had a great dinner with her today!

Next time w-inds. anniversary lets celebrate again!!

私と友達-Deniseです。

慶太と龍一の誕生日ケーキ。 agehaのテームです！

お誕生日おめでとう、慶太！

According to Japan time, its already 16 December now.

I'm afraid that I won't have the time to blog about it, so I'm blogging it now.

Happy Birthday to Keita!!

May all of your wishes come true.

Continue doing what you love most, because I'll be here to support you.

Stay healthy and happy always, whenever you are unhappy, look up at the stars,

because someone on this world will be looking at the stars and thinking of you too.

Keep your smile on your face forever, because someone will be falling in love with your smile every second.

I really don't know what else to write..I only know how to wish him through my feelings.

(during wine appreciation workshop. This is my first and last time drinking alcohol..I don't really like it. )

I've changed my profile photo to the recent event where I get to wear my yukata.

Oops..it had been a long time.

お久しぶり！

Sorry for the lack of updates

Was really busy with university life now.

Everyday there's lessons, tests, assignments..

I don't even have a proper break till next year after my finals!!

I only have 2 days Christmas break and 2 days New year break!!

not fair !!!

Anyway...I have no choice but to work hard so that one day I could realised my dream of going to Japan and watch w-inds. live and other artists live. I don't think I'll be able to fulfill this wish end of this year in December.

I want to have a white christmas at Tokyo Disney!!

私、がんばります！

I managed to watch w-inds. on NHK WestWind just now !!

Everyday is such a nice song !!

Can't wait to get my single !!!!

w-inds. の３人、頑張ってください！

ずっと、愛してるよ！

Yes !! I dreamt of Keita last night !!! KYAA!!

In my dream, Keita was really sweet and kind.

He looks relaxed too, eventhough its a mini-concert.

I was sitting front of/next to Keita. Where he started to play 「約束のカケラ」on the keyboard. Because I love that song so much, so I was really happy when it started playing.

So, I started to clap along with the song. After noticing that I was the only one doing it. Keita did it too !!! So that I won't do it alone.

After realising it, I turned to Keita and smiled at him and said 'Thank You'. He nodded his head and smiled back at me !! SO SWEET !!!

Every now and then during the song, we'll always have eye-contact and smiled at each other. KYAA!! So sweet !!! Now it makes me really want to see Keita in real person!

haha! It had really been a long time since I update ameblo.

Sorry for the long wait.

Lessons had started 1 month ago..and I'm because catching up

with all the new subjects I have.

Not easy..Everything is so hard..and the teacher's explainations aren't clear too.

I wonder how I'm going to sit for exams this way..

However, 頑張ります！

Keita darling had been updating his blog alot recently..

So glad that he kept us updated with everything in his life..

(well, not really. Just that he told us he've changed his new hairstyle)

Ok, for my update after such a long time.

I'll post a recent photo of myself then..