The REvolution. juliettte.

English!

Sun, 12 Apr 2009 17:22:35 +0900

if u're wondering why my entries are mostly in english, well, it's because i don't understand japanese. just a very basic one in terms of greetings and all, but that's about it. i don't understand the words that's on the blog entry page. haa.

April 06 2009

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 20:55:38 +0900

アメンバー限定公開記事です。

Random

Sun, 05 Apr 2009 00:06:11 +0900

i feel that i've changed since entering into NS, despite me telling myself that i would never, ever, change because of it.

NUS!

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 16:39:45 +0900

i;ve got accepted into NUS!

am i supposed to be happy?

haha. although it wasn't the business admin course, but the arts course that accepted me, i'm still happy nevertheless.

=)

空

Sun, 22 Mar 2009 13:54:50 +0900

Another sunday, another week has gone past.

My Secret Valentime

Sun, 15 Mar 2009 19:30:10 +0900

Last night's clubbing at Zouk/phuture was kinda..... awkward, i guess. handling two groups of friends that hasn't been talking to each other for one year can be quite daunting... thankfully, the entire night wasn't all that bad. the staggered leaving times, the common topic here and there made the silence not so often. was pretty ok, i suppose. now i sound like i'm trying to convince myself that it's ok, everything's ok, when it's clearly not. to love someone, u haf to acccept his/her friends. can i do so?

An Open Letter

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 20:31:55 +0900

Dear ZD,

I've no idea whether you would read this letter dedicated to you or not. It's not that hard to find- i've got a link to this blog through my main blog on blogspot.com, and you already know about my main blog, so it's no closed secret.

We knew each other ever since Year 3 of Poly, although during that time, we weren't all that close due to my attitude that time and the fact that we were in different project groups. In retrospect, had i known that time that we were of the same kind, i would have taken the initiative to get to know you better, and develop our relationship from then on. Who knows, we might even be together by now. That's one regret that i had.

The night at Play on Friday was very nice- even though i wasn't all that keen on clubbing at that club, seeing you enjoy yourself tremendously on the dance floor put a smile to my otherwise frowning face. And thanks to all the cajolling, all the actions that you made to make me become more comfortable and stuff there. I wasn't all that comfortable there, but still, seeing you enjoy yourself there made me happy, and made the night so much more worthwhile.

Saturday night, we shared the famous amos cookies at fort canning park, with me lying down on your lap on the park bench. Simple pleasures in life, but somehow, it was more fun, more romantic than going to an expensive restaurant and having dinner there. I wanted to let you know that sometimes, it's not the matter of going to Rochester Park and having a fancy Italian dinner there to be romantic; simple things like sharing cookies, walking in a park can be even more romantic and heartwarming too.

You said that we were progressing too quickly in our relationship, and that we should remain as friends first. Truth was, i was pretty hurt when you said that initially. Although i knew that you weren't playing or toying with my feelings, but still, i wondered how come you didn't want our relationship to progress to a stage that was more than just normal platonic friends. I thought you had someone else in your mind, I thought that you didn't want me due to the fact that i was still stuck in the past with JJ. But i wanted to tell you that no, i've already moved on, there's no more JJ in my heart already, i wanted to meet him just because i want to end everything and tie all the loose ends up already. And move on with our lives respectively away from each other.

I'm sorry that i got you into so much trouble over in your camp. But please, don't think that i'm a jinx or anything in your life. You kept on harping on the fact that you're not that good that i think you are, but i'm not that good either, believe me. We all have our strengths and weaknesses; we should use our strengths to overcome our respective weaknesses. I've full confidence that if we both put in our efffort into developing our relationship, we can withstand the thing called National Service.

So i've said my part already. Whether you read this open letter to you or not, I'll alwaes be waiting for you. Waiting for you to say that, 'yes, let's go stead together'. I'll be waiting.

Yours always
Nicky

何も

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 14:07:28 +0900

昨日はちょうど.....間違っていた、私仮定する。

alvin は彼のブログに….書かれるように彼が持っていたこと私達二人が公式に…

まだ始まっていない既にガールフレンドの外側…

ことを私に告げ、それはである完全に私のためにかなり衝撃的… 多分…ちょうど多分…

it' s片思いのちょうど例….

" しかし私達二人は初めに一緒に公式にない! "

私は実際に彼を好んだ。私は実際に。それはなぜこれのようにならなければならなかったか。

何か。!

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 11:52:58 +0900

my psp hanged! and i lost the DJ Max stage where i got a PERFECT score!!!!!

退屈させる。書くべき気分無し。

Sat, 21 Feb 2009 23:40:43 +0900

it sucks when u've gotta book in early on sunday morning just because of some extra duties.... and the off day- in lieu doesn't help much either... and it's preventing me from writing Mirrors 2 as well.