I apologize in advance for the whining that will be in this post. I seem to be doing that alot lately. But this is really the only place I can get my feelings out. Otherwise I'll go crazy. I should be careful. I don't want this to be a rant blog.

But on to the topic...

Well a few days ago I got my interims, which are my current class grades.

I got a 92% in French. It's only 1 point below an A!

I got a 96% in U.S. History.

I still haven't gotten one for English as my teacher has been absent for whatever reason.

Unfortunately, as you all know, Math is my WORST subject.

.......

I got an 83%. Which is a C.

I think I got one of the lowest grades in class.

I did turn in some more work though so maybe that'll bring it up.

There is something that isn't fair though. Certain students in my class have received a higher grade, when they've done very little or cheated on tests

I can honestly tell you that I'm one of the only students in that class who hasn't cheated on a single test. Maybe the only one. How sad....

They all cheat! Talking, whispering while the teacher is answering other students questions.

How can he be so unaware That's how they get mostly high marks.

I can't tell on them, or I'll get myself in trouble. And the teacher will probably make excuses for them.

Another thing I should mention is this boy who sits behind the teacher's desk. He signed up to be an aid, or assistant, to him or something like that. He is a student though.

He does NOTHING. And I mean NOTHING. Anybody in my class will tell you this.

And yet he got a 94%. That's total BS

I'm the only one who doesn't cheat. I don't sit behind that desk and do nothing. I think I should get an 100% for all the effort and how much madness I have to put up with in that class (Okay so maybe not. )

But all they do is fight, talk across the room, throw things etc. I should take a video of it. It would shock you.

But life isn't fair.....I hate that saying.

I should work harder myself, but it seems that everyone else gets ahead with so little effort. It's difficult to be optimistic about something like this.

Alright. Rant over.

Tomorrow is a new day. A new start. Things will bet better. blah blah blah......yada yada yada.

Well I'm not quite sure if I'm back to updating regularly, but it's been toooooo long since my last blog.

I feel a little sad not being on here but I haven't had much exciting news to write about. Nothing worth mentioning. My life is boring really.

I'm on spring break right now so no school!

I've mostly been on twitter and tumblr so if any of you have one, then follow me! If you want of course

Twitter; http://twitter.com/crystal_sakura

Tumblr: http://blindsummerfish.tumblr.com/

I still worry about my grades. I used to do so well but I find myself getting mostly Bs and it's like As are so out of reach. At least I'm not cheating on tests Unlike some people. I'd like to think that I'm an honest and decent person.

And in other news my brother is visiting from Virginia where he's been going to school after joining the military. He just arrived yesterday and today he went to go pick up his wife from the airport. She's flying in from Japan. We've never met her before and I'm not sure if she knows much English, but we'll see how that works out. o(^-^)o

I still feel bad about the situation in Japan. It's been a month but I know things are still hard and there's alot of concern. I know you all will pull through.

I've also been practicing for my yearly piano recital. I've already got it down. It just needs some polishing up. I'm nervous already.

That's all I have to really say for now. See how boring that was? xD

Love you everyone! Take care!

Heyyyy!

It's been a while as usual.

As you may notice I have gotten rid of my peta button.

I apologize for being quiet on here lately. And on twitter and stuff like that.

It's been getting really hard with all the work I have to do. Projects and stuff. I just don't have the time.

I now have a major English AND Science project to do. They add up to four test grades. So if I don't do it, I'll fail. And I don't want that. (→o←)ゞ

It seems like every weekday I get up, go to school for eight hours, and then come home and do work. And then go to sleep. Well that is what I basically do every day. :(

I just need more time to focus on my grades. They're quite erratic lately. Up and down. Up and down.

But I'm not quitting Ameba or anything. Just peta for now.

Thank you. *:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆

But other than that I've been fine. Adjusting to the weather too. It's soooo cold now!!!!!!!!!! *shivers* I actually get goosebumps all over my arms when I walk outside. xD

It's sad. It always gets so cold here, but almost never to the point where it actually snows. (*￣Oﾉ￣*)

Well I have to go do some other things now. I'll check back later!

P.S. Have a good evening (night or morning too. )

I'm sorry to say that I still haven't managed to have time to write a decent blog.

Now I do, but unfortunately it's not a positive one. Alot of them aren't it seems.

It was THE WORST Friday by far. Y(＞_＜、)Y

My main point of anger: My Chemistry teacher.

Basically I was supposed to be staying after school to finish up a test. My teacher told me that was the only time she had to get the grade in.

I informed my dad yesterday that he'd have to pick me up half an hour after school was over and that was the plan.

Well my stupid teacher never told me that we wouldn't be doing work at all in class because of alot of students going to Junior Board, and she told me to finish it during class. Why didn't she tell me? And the thing that makes me madder is that she offered some students to finish it during 4th Block, but not me! *cries*

I said fine though and I finished it.

However my father still didn't know that I didn't need to be picked up, but I couldn't call him. (My school doesn't allow phone calls unless it's an emergency. )

I could've just gone home anyway I suppose.

But that was a problem because my dad would be driving to pick me up before I would get home, and I didn't want him to drive all the way there and wait for me when I was already at home.

To pass time I thought maybe I could stay anyway and she could tell me my grades and when I asked she said yes. So I made up my mind to miss the bus.

The time came and with my awful luck she told me she'd give me the information on Monday instead! Just when I got in there. *sighs*

I was upset to say the least.

The worst part though was that my dad actually came to the school and was in the parking lot and somehow we couldn't see eachother. I came out early and he arrived right on time.

The bushes were blocking me!!!!

And I waited there for an hour when he was already there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't believe that he couldn't see me standing there, and I can't believe I couldn't see his truck. *facepalm*

I'm so stupid. I shouldn't have waited in that area.

I guess it just happened but I'm more mad at my teacher for causing all this.

Lmao. I need someone to blame. xD

My dad wasn't mad at all but I have to say that I was PO'd about everything.

He said that it could be something "we learned from". >_<

Oh well..............I'm still kinda mad.

And I apologize for rambling and what not. I can't believe I'm so upset about this that I needed to blog. Lol.

One upside is that we went to Wendy's as soon as we left. (I love Wendy's like ALOT. ) So that made up for it.

The weekend should make it better.too

P.S. Even if I don't have time for my blog, it doesn't mean I don't have time for any of yours. I'll still read all your blogs and comment as much as I can.

Have a great weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank youx1,000,000,000 to everyone who was so kind to say Happy birthday!

I was really surprised to see all the messages I got.

It made my day a whole lot better!

I'm sorry about not blogging. School is taking away everything.

I have to do more studying, lots of projects, and now I even have to stay after school on Fridays with a mean teacher.

But enough complaining. xD

Since my birthday was on a school day, I'll be celebrating it on the weekend. Yay!!!!!!!!

Again Thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now I'll try to send peta and I have a music lesson today. And then I'll try to study once I can focus.

Please have a good day everyone!

Woah. It's been like 3 weeks since I last blogged.

School's just been really....ew.

It's not that bad, but it's frustrating to go back to all that work and carrying heavy books. Y(＞_＜、)Y

I have to do 16 book projects this year. I've had to do this every year and I absolutely hate it.

And taking tests are the worst. I've already taken 2 in my chemistry class. I wonder how I did.

We have to get new I.D.s. I have no idea why. They're having the whole school retake pictures for it.

I've actually had mine for 3 years now. I'm probably one of the handful of people who still have their original one.

Why am I not surprised? :/

There's been car break ins in my neighborhood. A week ago there were a bunch of cops outside my house. One of my neighbors had his truck broken into. (-_-メ

We got this notice today...

I hope nobody tries it at our house. Now I'm going to be worried at every sound I hear at night. They could be dangerous.

The sad thing is that it could be people I know from school or something.

I don't want to dwell on this too much though.

Well. I hope everyone's doing well! And tomorrow's Friday so that's something to be happy about!

Later!

Yesterday my dad took both the dogs to the groomers and I went with him to pick them up. They looked so cute.

I'm glad they went because their hair was starting to go over their eyes. Now I'm sure they can see better.

S looks alot lighter than before.

D is still terrified of the camera.

This just makes me realize that I haven't gotten my hair cut in years! My mom usually just trims it because she wants to.

And my dad would never let me cut my hair because he doesn't want it to be short.

I have really long hair and it's a shame that I can't do anything with it.

It's wrong that my dogs can get their hair (fur) done and I don't (get my fur done. Lol.)

I have to rebel.