嬉しいな！

私のプレゼントが到着した！

みるちゃんから。

Thank you so much for my twin, みる.

I can't believe you've put in a lot of stuff in it. (TωT)

You're so nice to me.

AND I LOVE THE SHOU!

Shou, you need to see this girl draw man! She's amazing!

I don't care if you missed my birthday, this is just awesome of you to even send me a present.

Today I ate my first kimchi with Siska. Though it wasn't the real thing.

It was kimchi noodles. BUT IT WAS DAMN GOOD!

美味しかったですよ！

We ate it while watching "Introducing Star's Friend". Watching 2PM's Chansung being with Kim Bo Mi was definitely an eyesore. But hey, it was scripted. haha. It was well scripted, it actually entertained me. (^∇^)

Argh, Chansung... such a Neighborhood Idiotic Brother! (≧▽≦)

Ah, I've been totally contaminated by Kpop. haha.

The only japanese song I'm listening right now is 声をきかせて by BIGBANG.

And we can't say that it's entirely japanese since they're still a Korean boyband.

I can't believe I'm actually getting to this stage.

I need to start listening to VK bands again.

But I do like the KIDDIE's new single, POPLAR. And Deluhi's new album is definitely awesome!

Can't wait for the GazettE to make something new though.

I really miss listening to them.

あぁ！私はこのブログを書い欠場。

懐かしいですね。

There's been a lot of things that happened to me these past few months.

AND I'M FREAKIN' PISSED THAT I DIDN'T WRITE ABOUT THEM IMMEDIATELY HERE!!!

Damn, my old habbit is coming back. I kept on abandoning my blogs... ・°・(ノД｀)・°・

ブログ、本当にごめんなさい！

じゃ～、始めましょう？

Let's start plunging into my huricane-filled life.

First order of bussiness, the SCHOLASTIC AWARD!

Yep, on November 13th, 2009, I got 4th place on the Chevron Scholastic Award. With that I got a scholarship worth of 3 years of my college years. Yeah, at least with that I'm not much of a burden to my parents anymore. Thank God.

But the fun part was the process of getting to that possition.

The tests, interview, the chaotic new friends.... And also, the movies! Horror movies for exact. haha.

We watched horror movies together at our so called "dorm" and also at the interviewer's place. haha.

We pretty much trashed the place.

But it was really fun.

Okay, I'll try telling this in chronological order.

Hmmm. The journey started at November 10th, at school. On that day, we only had to go to school till 11, if I'm not mistaken. While we were in school, things were happening as normal as usual. Though at second period, it was math, we (me, Ryan, Aldi, and Gegi) asked whether we could skip the class, so that we could practice our performance in front of our dance teacher, Mrs. Yul. Yeah, it was a bit intense dancing in front of her... Especially when we danced Super Junior's "Sorry Sorry". That was a bit embarrassing to admit, but somehow we actually did it. haha.

Okay, so after that, we say our good byes to the rest of the class, because we had to prepare for our trip.

Pretty much it was a really new feeling to be with so many friends in one bus. haha. I mean, I haven't been in a bus with friends in like.... 3 years or so. So I really miss the feeling.

We arrived at Rumbai around 6 or so, and it was raining. It was nice seeing rain drops on the window, and it was dark outside. All of those feelings were new to me. Especially while listening to 2PM's "You Might Comeback (Bossa Nova Mix)".

Right, lets move on to the "dorm". Unlike my previous stay, which was a mistake, this time I wasn't assigned to be roommates with Adde. haha. Though I was hoping. (ONLY JOKING! ( ´艸｀) )

My room mate was Yuri, the second youngest from all of us. Though she's pretty mature for her age, if you ask me.

In the dorm we get to know each other and old friends caught up with each other. (hey dude! SARAH! yo! haha)

yeah, pretty much we spent little of our time there. Because everyday there were always schedules to do.

We were booked!

Morning: test / interviews

Noon: lunch + going to some place or GR.

Afternoon: get back to the dorm for some breather, maybe take a bath

Night: dinner with the comittee in the fancy RCC, and another GR.

After that: party all night long! (kidding)

While everybody was having fun after the dinner, I was sleeping. haha. I only stayed up on the first night. Because then I was doing Tarots for everybody. My purpose of being there was for reading people's tarots. haha. They mostly asked about romance related subjects.... well okay, ALL OF THEM asked about romance. Including my lovely twin!! Oh wow, I never knew he had already grown up to be a man who knows about romance. tisk tisk. haha

While we were in the interviewer's place, I also brought my tarot cards, to relief the boredom of waiting for our names to be called.

Speaking of names being called, it was definitely another new feeling to me. DAMN!

I've never been so nervous in my life.

Well, unfortunately I was the last one to be called just before lunch break, so I bet the interviewers would wanna get it all over with and munch on their lunches in a hurry. haha. Oh well.

When I got into the living room (the interview was in a somewhat seemingly cozy living room), I was offered to sit on the chair in the end of the room.

I was asked about a lot of things that I wrote on my quesionare. About my determination on going through the scholastic awards, my love for Visual Kei, and apparently, my school life also. haha.

Though I think I answered with my best effort, I guess it wasn't enough to bring me to a higher rank. That's okay, getting to the final 35 was already an achievement for me. I actually never thought that I would be on of those people. Though I think I have less achievements than most of the people there. haha

Oh wow, I've written so much.

Well I have to continue later on. My fingers are already freezing right now from typing so much.

I'll talk more about this tomorrow. I hope so... please remind me about this. haha. I don't wanna miss a single thing in my life. Because I'm a really forgetful person.

I need to write down all the things that happened to me. And I mean really write it down!

I'll be staying there till the weekend and endure several qualification, such as tests and interviews.

I'm a bit nervous.

But everyone kept telling me to just be yourself in the interview.

Oh well, let's just see.

Teehee.

and also, we'll be performing a dance on the Award night.

Can't wait!

This is the first time I've ever did my hair like this.... hahaha

so feminine.

Today, Siska and I played tarot cards!

I bought a pack of tarot cards when I was attending the BINUS competition in Jakarta.

It was one of those days where I went random and just buy what I like. haha

And so today I played them for the first time.

No doubt that I was clueles about it.

We pretty much made things up as we go along.

Though some predictions were true. (°д°；)

We asked about several stuffs to be predicted.

I asked about the necessity to wear kebaya for my class photoshoot.

I don't like wearing skirts and girly clothes that much, and kebaya is sooo....

And pretty much the cards told me that no way there's an escape to this problem. haha

I even got the death card! 。(;°皿°)

haha. though the outcome story from the card was interesting.

And the card told me also that my friends are traitors when it comes to this problem.

It does make sense though.

They know that I don't like girly stuff, but they still insist me on wearing kebaya.

Oh such traitors. hahaa

Oh well, I'll be studying more tarots for now on. for fun.

since she's the only girl in my class that actually reads what I write here.

haha.

ＧＨＯＵちゃん、愛してるぜ～～～！

あ．．．久しぶりですね、このブログに書きます。

Well, several things had happened to me.

First of all, I didn't win the BINUS Essay Contest. Damn, now I know how competetive everyone is in this. haha

And how I need to take everything more seriously. σ(^_^;)

But going to Jakarta on a school night was fun. haha.

Spending time with my sister was nice also. I miss her.

Second, I got in as one of the 35 finalist of Scholastic Award!

Thank you God!

Now all I need to do is do my essay, attend the interview and hope for the best.

I can't wait for the quarantine period. haha.

The 35 finalists will be spending their time together for 4 days. ≧(´▽｀)≦

It'll be fun!

well that's all for now.

I'll be going back to eating my cheese pizza and listening to some G-DRAGON.

Oh, speaking of G-DRAGON, the K-pop virus finally got into me.

haha. It's because all of my friends in class are into it.

And now I'm liking Super Junior and G-DRAGON. But ONLY those two.

And I ONLY like Sorry Sorry from Super Junior.... oh and maybe Cooking? Cooking! also.

I can't believe I gave in to the craze. o(TωT )

I'll be going to the Training Centre to take the Scholastic test.

お母さん、もう泣かないでください。

私はがんばるよ。

本当に緊張して。

Now I'm trying to study as hard as I can.

I hope that I'll pas the test tomorrow.

It's a really big test that everybody's working hard on.

But to me...

I'm just an average person. I didn't study hard like my friends did.

I just hope tomorrow's okay..

神様、助けてください！